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Strike 3 Have I completely lost myself?
I thought it would be easier,
But it's not.
Losing all pride?
I'm still not sure.
My dreams are raging,
I'm sure I've brought this upon myself,
I'm an expert on making mistakes,
I'm sure you already knew that.
Plenty of times.
I'm such an idiot.
I vowed many moons ago, I promised,
Was I lying to you?
Such a sweet person, please no, not this.
A reckless parasite to society?
I'll never get those days of waste again, of fighting
I'm so confused.
My mind's completely off its rocker.
Hate Hate is maybe the most ridiculous thing ever to be created. 9/11, the Gulf War, and every other war did not have to happen, but hate had to get in the way. People dieing because of and emotion that makes no sense, and in itself, shouldn't even exist.
Watching about three different documentaries, it's he first time I've seen how tragic 9/11 actually was. People jumping out of windows to actually save themselves form the slow death coming, or just be burnt until death came with his lovely hands. To them, it must have been terrific to pass on, to a place where all was good, and no hate. I didn't get to witness the first tower to fall by watching the television, but, with recordings they found, I had been able to see the second. My stomach dropped into a pit of despair, that still bothers me to this day, and my tears broke what held them in once I saw the towers go.
LatreuophobiaI wash off sick-sweet orange lipstick in front of a mirror as dusty as gothic romances. It tastes like oblivion, that is to say, like nothing my tongue can detect.
The door opens with a creak no private restroom could emulate. Some chick with blue bobbed hair and smeared eyeliner. I looked like that once. Ten years ago.
Getting the beer out of my hair is harder. Some men just can't take it when I'd rather they not kiss my feet or call me an angel or-
“Dayum girl, you look like a goddess.”
I gulp, taste of acid.
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